Sitting here,
Reading about
All the good times.
Thinking of,
All the old friends.
Realizing that,
Time is not the same.
Only wishing now,
That time wouldn't have changed.
Remembering now,
You went on,
After telling them bye.
Knowing now,
You hardly
Say Hi.
Listening to your heart,
Was not wise.
It just was,
Your disguise.
Hiding all the beauty
And hurt,
Within' the eyes.
Within' the cries.
Friends you still have.
Coming and going.
The same ones
You keep going back to
Will keep on hurting you,
Whether they love you
Or like you.
Old lovers,
Come by surprisingly.
Then leave you,
Like before.
Growing with the life
You're left with.
And living
The life you had.
Once more.
Only wishing,
You could find someone
To actually live for.
Someone who will love you
And care for you.
To find someone,
To love.
You know that love
Is not a crime.
And you don't have to
Open the door for.
Inspirelations 