What is left?
I have no hope.
The closet people,
Have betrayed me.
Betrayed my trust.
Broken my love, my hope.
I have no hope of survival.
I can't get close.
I can't feel.
I can't trust and be happy.
My life is sadness.
Full of lies and
Haunted memories.
My smiles.
They keep turning into frowns.
There's no laughter,
No love. No emotions. No Feelings.
All I have is loneliness.
Full of madness.
Kept by the secrets,
That have been brought.
Secrets that have scared me forever.
Making my dreams and life
A living nightmare,
Night after night.
Where's the future?
The future for me.
That I can behold,
Like everyone else.
But how can I have one,
When I can't allow myself to get close
Or trust anyone?
When I can't say,
Or face the secrets.
That haunt inside of me.
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