Unclear…

After all these years
And shedding all the tears,
My destiny; My work is still
So unclear.
Where do I go?
How do I grow?
When will I kill,
The uncertainty,
Of what I must do.
Of where I will go.
Who am I suppose to be?
How do I become me
Through all the pain,
And after all the rain?
When will I ever,
Turn myself free?