Life is something precious. That is what I've always been told. Wake up and smell the air. Take a deep breath, And let the sun shine. But all my life Throughout all these years. I've had to fight, To let the light in. And all I ever wanted to do. Is lie there and die. To hide the pain, And the confusion Bearing deep inside. Always wanting to overcome, The rain and walk in. Letting my soul fly free, But unable to break, These chains that bind me. Wanting to find my way. Always searching and reaching out. Asking God to hear me pray. Trying not to doubt, The love I sometimes feel. Why am I so cold? Why can I not hold? A life so calm and peaceful. Full of love and happiness.