It has been awhile now since deciding to take my life back. Deciding that I was absolutely tired and exhausted, going down the path I was traveling. I was unhappy of the decisions I had, and was making, and allowing others to make for me. Every day since I made that conscious decision, it gets a little easier. It becomes a little clearer.
Not everyone is going to like, approve or support me, and for once, I am completely OKAY with that. I am OKAY, being alone. I am OKAY, doing and correcting myself and my life. I am OKAY, pressing my reset button and starting over.
We all go through changes here in this life. We have major shifts in our lives that are life changing. They will take us down paths completely different, than the one we were on, that we were not expecting. We will either walk together on them or we will walk alone on them. Either way, they will impact our journey here. We just got to recognize and embrace those moments in time.
I believe this current shift I am going through, is meant for me, and me alone this time. It is about my redemption. To make amends with my heart. To learn and accept my past. To understand, forgive, trust and protect, myself and my love. To take my life back and trust the process and journey, for all that it is. It is the path to remind me of all the beauty and love, that is hidden in plain sight in this life and in myself. To show me the love in the ways, not to change me, but to reclaim me and the joy and the hope, I once had and still have, tucked away, deep inside.
This is the path and the time, to be my own savior. To grab hold of and take what is mine. ME. To create my safe place and home, without anybody else. Knowing and learning that it is, HERE, where I am healing and taking back every piece of me, that I’ve allowed others to walk away with. It is ME, and me alone, putting the pieces back together again. Finding my way back into my soul and traveling my journey, as a complete whole.
Inspirelations 