Your Life…

How do you live your life?
How do you decide,
What parts live, What parts die?
What do you hide and deny?
What makes you, feel alive?

Do you live for the day, in the moment?
Are you closed or are you open?
Are you focused or completely, numb an frozen?

Do you wake each day and just push play?
Repeating the events, of yesterday.
Do the days move slow, or way too fast?
Can you navigate all the things, from your past?
Or do you stand still, frozen in fear,
For all the worries of tomorrow?
Bringing yourself, unnecessary sorrow.

Do you try to motivate, to elevate?
Find ways to relate and pursue.
Do you pray and try to obey,
Only to follow it, with self doubt,
And stray away.

Do you second guess, everything you do?
Always feeling, under review.
Do you share time, with the wrong ones?
Finding it hard to connect.
Doing things, you soon after, regret.
Living a life, depressed and suppressed.
What have you become?

Do you find it hard to meet people?
To open up and trust.
Or do you find it easy?
Something that comes, naturally and freely.

Are you living a life,
Alive or disguised?
Full of truth or empty with lies?
I ask again,
How do you live your life?