Help Me…

Oh Lord, Please,
Help me understand,
All the ways of man,
That walk upon this land.
The devil has called, And
Said it’s time to pay my dues,
Of all the wrongs I’ve done,
As he laughed, And
Said it has been fun, but,
It’s time now, To choose,
It’s the Bible or the Gun.
Win or lose; I’m so confused!
The blood pumps cold,
In these veins.
It keeps me running, And yet,
It keeps me sane.
This battle inside is real.
And as the wicked begin to rise,
The evil comes out to play.
All I want, Is to cut these ties.
To just walk away, Close these eyes.
Today is not the day,
That I want to die.
Oh Lord, Please, Help me.
Cleanse my soul, And
Wash these sins away.
If you’re real, Help me,
Change my evil ways.
Step in and intervene.
Silence these demons,
Living inside of me.
End this game,
That the devil likes to play,
Behind all these smoke screens.
Show me the light of day,
As I kneel down, And begin to pray,
Oh Lord, Please, Help me,
Save myself, For another day…