There's a question often asked, if you could go back in time, and tell your younger self anything, what would you say? Throughout the years, I've pondered this question. What would be most beneficial for me to know then? After 44 years of being alive, and through all the lessons, heartaches, experiences and connections I've… Continue reading Show Up…
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Help Me…
Oh Lord, Please,Help me understand,All the ways of man,That walk upon this land.The devil has called, AndSaid it's time to pay my dues,Of all the wrongs I've done,As he laughed, AndSaid it has been fun, but,It's time now, To choose,It's the Bible or the Gun.Win or lose; I'm so confused!The blood pumps cold,In these veins.It… Continue reading Help Me…
Rise…
Why can't I shake you? You can run, And You can try to hide. But know this, All the shadows, That linger in the darkness, Will always come to light. And this too, shall pass. So stop and face things. Call them all out. Take your stand. Let them demons rise, And Come out to… Continue reading Rise…
Lovers In Time…
Our paths crossed, You and I. My past has begun, To lose its power, As our love started to blossom, Like a beautiful flower. Looking into your eyes, I knew, I was no longer alone. I could finally, Lay down my stone. You taught me, To stand on my own. Your heart touched mine. Opened… Continue reading Lovers In Time…
Bleeding…
Alone in the dark. Surrounded by, A thousand pieces, Of what was once my life, Now scattered, Shattered glass. The shards, Stuck in my skin. Tearing through, And digging, deep in. Unable to run. My life has ended, As I lie here bleeding, I am done. Losing myself, Fighting to maintain. To hide, From all… Continue reading Bleeding…
Afraid Of Waking…
Here I lay, Once again. Waking up, Having fallen as prey. Is this, The only thing, That men, Ever want from me? To lie here, Helplessly, While they have their way with me. How I felt those days. The words, I will try to convey. The horror, I went through. Nobody knew, I was withering… Continue reading Afraid Of Waking…
Wildlife…
Arizona…
Voices…
These voices in my head, They go on and on, And never let up. Sometimes they drive me mad. They seem to never want to shut up. Sometimes they remind me, Of what I once had. The conversations come, Just as quickly as they go. I can't move fast enough, To record what they show.… Continue reading Voices…
Slow Surrender…
Hello my darkness, My old friend. Here it is, 3am. I open my eyes, And look around. Alone, In this silence, Is all I found. You and I, Are finding common ground. And as I lay here, In the quietness of this room, All I hear is the ringing, In my ears. While my words… Continue reading Slow Surrender…

