Sitting here, in this moment. The here. The now. Reflecting on all things in my life. The good, the bad, the in-betweens. There is one thing that keeps coming up. TIME. It's a blessing and a curse. We never know when our time is going to be up. It's something we don't think about in… Continue reading Time…
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Intimate Moment…
As I sit here and write this, tears fall down off my face. This last year has been the most life changing experience for me, in all ways possible and I would never change it. These last couple weeks have been emotionally rough. More so, the last week. I've been grieving. Grieving a loss, that… Continue reading Intimate Moment…
Clarity…
Lost in the memories, Of you and me, And How we fell apart. Searching through the rubble, Trying to find, Who we were. The first sign of trouble. Replaying all your words. How easily, They fell from your lips. A prize, Out of your bag of tricks. How they still stick with me. Your voice… Continue reading Clarity…
Your Life…
How do you live your life? How do you decide, What parts live, What parts die? What do you hide and deny? What makes you, feel alive? Do you live for the day, in the moment? Are you closed or are you open? Are you focused or completely, numb an frozen? Do you wake each… Continue reading Your Life…
Toxicity…
Sitting alone in this darkness, That has become my mind. Staring out the window, In the stillness, Left feeling so confined. I had become tattooed and chained. By the words from your tongue. Left alone, Heavily stained. My soul was much to young. You stripped away, My self-worth, Layer by layer. With all the hurtful… Continue reading Toxicity…
Anger Within…
The secrets that lived, In my house. Remained there, Quiet like a mouse. At night, It was hard to sleep. In the darkness, The hate would creep. Throughout the years, As time moved on. The anger grew, In his fists and beyond. All the love he once had, Was gone. I started living, In all… Continue reading Anger Within…
In The Silence…
I was just a little girl. Full of life and happy. And he was my favorite, Person in the world. On that fateful evening. While everyone was sleeping. On the sofa we laid. I was wrapped in his arms, Asleep and unafraid. I quietly awoke. To a soft, gentle stroke. His fingers slipping, Under my… Continue reading In The Silence…
Good-Bye Friend…
The time has come, To put an end, With you my friend. No more being cold and numb, To your presence, I have succumb to. You hurt me more than once. As you watched me bleed, While the razor cut through my flesh, As my heart fell out, From my chest. How can you sit… Continue reading Good-Bye Friend…
Night Battle…
At night it becomes a fight. A battle within. What's wrong; What's right. One you never seem to win. One that never ends. The streets are cold and hard. We are all a little mean, And a little scarred. The stillness in this darkness, Becomes the enemy. The quietness, begins to stir, All the demons… Continue reading Night Battle…
Surrender…
Today the coldness surrounds me. A feeling of numbness, Runs through me. My journey yet to unfold, My stories, still untold. My heart beats slower, My breath a little fainter. In the smoke clouds of despair, All that is heard, Are the empty cries. The uncertainty, will soon clear, This Phoenix, will soon rise. Higher,… Continue reading Surrender…