Here I lay, Once again. Waking up, Having fallen as prey. Is this, The only thing, That men, Ever want from me? To lie here, Helplessly, While they have their way with me. How I felt those days. The words, I will try to convey. The horror, I went through. Nobody knew, I was withering… Continue reading Afraid Of Waking…
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Toxicity…
Sitting alone in this darkness, That has become my mind. Staring out the window, In the stillness, Left feeling so confined. I had become tattooed and chained. By the words from your tongue. Left alone, Heavily stained. My soul was much to young. You stripped away, My self-worth, Layer by layer. With all the hurtful… Continue reading Toxicity…
Anger Within…
The secrets that lived, In my house. Remained there, Quiet like a mouse. At night, It was hard to sleep. In the darkness, The hate would creep. Throughout the years, As time moved on. The anger grew, In his fists and beyond. All the love he once had, Was gone. I started living, In all… Continue reading Anger Within…
Releasing The Burdens…
There's one thing I've learned in this life. We should NEVER, be ashamed of who we are, and what experiences we have had, good and bad, to the point, we can't have healthy and good relationships, like we may want, or crave to have. We stay hidden away. Trapped in our minds and pain. Unable… Continue reading Releasing The Burdens…
Fearfully Guarded…
Being guarded. Something I know all too well. Since the age of 7, to be exact. Having your true identity and self-worth, completely challenged and destroyed. Causing a undeniable, shift in your thoughts, your heart, your soul, your life, your core being. Then having it happen again, over and over. Nothing is worse than becoming… Continue reading Fearfully Guarded…
The Fight…
I had a friend recently ask me, if I ever get tired of fighting? Not that I want to end things. Rather, if I just think, is it my time to breath? Is it finally over? This question got me to really think. I did give her a honest, lengthy response. Bottom line, I absolutely… Continue reading The Fight…
Let Go…
This is my exit now. The train stops here. For I will no longer, Sit back, It has become, All to clear. This is my life, Not yours. Turn and walk away. For I'm beginning to close, All the doors. And you're not welcome to stay. I'm saving myself now. Before it's to late. You're… Continue reading Let Go…
My Last Plea…
Life's never going to change. Change for me. Nor will love ever find Or come for me. I'm not living, just dying inside. Why won't anyone see, See me, for me? Not what's showing, To the public eye. In which everybody sees, But what's hidden, Deep from another's lie. That not just everyone. Can see,… Continue reading My Last Plea…
The Haunted Past…
What is left? I have no hope. The closet people, Have betrayed me. Betrayed my trust. Broken my love, my hope. I have no hope of survival. I can't get close. I can't feel. I can't trust and be happy. My life is sadness. Full of lies and Haunted memories. My smiles. They keep turning… Continue reading The Haunted Past…
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