Alone in the dark. Surrounded by, A thousand pieces, Of what was once my life, Now scattered, Shattered glass. The shards, Stuck in my skin. Tearing through, And digging, deep in. Unable to run. My life has ended, As I lie here bleeding, I am done. Losing myself, Fighting to maintain. To hide, From all… Continue reading Bleeding…
Tag: Alone
Slow Surrender…
Hello my darkness, My old friend. Here it is, 3am. I open my eyes, And look around. Alone, In this silence, Is all I found. You and I, Are finding common ground. And as I lay here, In the quietness of this room, All I hear is the ringing, In my ears. While my words… Continue reading Slow Surrender…
My Journey Alone…
It has been awhile now since deciding to take my life back. Deciding that I was absolutely tired and exhausted, going down the path I was traveling. I was unhappy of the decisions I had, and was making, and allowing others to make for me. Every day since I made that conscious decision, it gets… Continue reading My Journey Alone…
Alone In The Dark…
Sitting here, Looking out into the night. Soaking up the warmth, Before the coldness moves in. I close my eyes, And a calmness overwhelms me. I just stand there, and I breathe in. Not wanting to move. Not wanting to open my eyes. For I know when I do, I'll be standing there alone. But… Continue reading Alone In The Dark…
As I Sit Quietly…
As I sit quietly, in the dark. I stare out my window, Up into the deep, blue sky. Filled with hundreds of stars. My heart opens a little more. As I drift back to the moment. That my eyes, met yours. And I remember how strong I was drawn to you. As the days go… Continue reading As I Sit Quietly…
What Is Life…
What is life If you choose to die. In your day to days And not want to try. What is life If you choose to lay. In your pain and sorrow Not to stand up and to say, Everything is going to be, okay. What is life If you choose to hate. In your words… Continue reading What Is Life…
MoonLight…
Laying under The deep blue sky. I can feel the hunger Begin to intensify. The sun is down, The stars are bright. All through This quiet town, I can begin to see Your face, Fading in the shadow Of the moons light. Lying here all alone, I can feel the breeze, Touch my soft, toned… Continue reading MoonLight…
A Constant Lie…
Time passes by, Min by min, Hour by hour, As I see myself die. No one around, To relieve my loneliness. No one around me, Who cares. Each day that passes, I see nothing but conflicts. No meaning to life, Yet, no meaning to death. I'm like a rope, In a tug-a-war. Always being pulled… Continue reading A Constant Lie…
My Last Plea…
Life's never going to change. Change for me. Nor will love ever find Or come for me. I'm not living, just dying inside. Why won't anyone see, See me, for me? Not what's showing, To the public eye. In which everybody sees, But what's hidden, Deep from another's lie. That not just everyone. Can see,… Continue reading My Last Plea…
Twirled Emotions…
All the rage and anger I'm bearing, It keeps building Like a thunderstorm nearing. With all the hurt I'm feeling. Trying to heal the wounds, But all I'm doing, Is just killing The person, Soul, Mind and Heart. Just trying to begin a new start. Without a chance to survive. I'm slowly beginning to die.… Continue reading Twirled Emotions…