Oh Lord, Please,Help me understand,All the ways of man,That walk upon this land.The devil has called, AndSaid it's time to pay my dues,Of all the wrongs I've done,As he laughed, AndSaid it has been fun, but,It's time now, To choose,It's the Bible or the Gun.Win or lose; I'm so confused!The blood pumps cold,In these veins.It… Continue reading Help Me…
Tag: Darkness
Bleeding…
Alone in the dark. Surrounded by, A thousand pieces, Of what was once my life, Now scattered, Shattered glass. The shards, Stuck in my skin. Tearing through, And digging, deep in. Unable to run. My life has ended, As I lie here bleeding, I am done. Losing myself, Fighting to maintain. To hide, From all… Continue reading Bleeding…
Voices…
These voices in my head, They go on and on, And never let up. Sometimes they drive me mad. They seem to never want to shut up. Sometimes they remind me, Of what I once had. The conversations come, Just as quickly as they go. I can't move fast enough, To record what they show.… Continue reading Voices…
Slow Surrender…
Hello my darkness, My old friend. Here it is, 3am. I open my eyes, And look around. Alone, In this silence, Is all I found. You and I, Are finding common ground. And as I lay here, In the quietness of this room, All I hear is the ringing, In my ears. While my words… Continue reading Slow Surrender…
Toxicity…
Sitting alone in this darkness, That has become my mind. Staring out the window, In the stillness, Left feeling so confined. I had become tattooed and chained. By the words from your tongue. Left alone, Heavily stained. My soul was much to young. You stripped away, My self-worth, Layer by layer. With all the hurtful… Continue reading Toxicity…
Anger Within…
The secrets that lived, In my house. Remained there, Quiet like a mouse. At night, It was hard to sleep. In the darkness, The hate would creep. Throughout the years, As time moved on. The anger grew, In his fists and beyond. All the love he once had, Was gone. I started living, In all… Continue reading Anger Within…
In The Silence…
I was just a little girl. Full of life and happy. And he was my favorite, Person in the world. On that fateful evening. While everyone was sleeping. On the sofa we laid. I was wrapped in his arms, Asleep and unafraid. I quietly awoke. To a soft, gentle stroke. His fingers slipping, Under my… Continue reading In The Silence…
Good-Bye Friend…
The time has come, To put an end, With you my friend. No more being cold and numb, To your presence, I have succumb to. You hurt me more than once. As you watched me bleed, While the razor cut through my flesh, As my heart fell out, From my chest. How can you sit… Continue reading Good-Bye Friend…
Night Battle…
At night it becomes a fight. A battle within. What's wrong; What's right. One you never seem to win. One that never ends. The streets are cold and hard. We are all a little mean, And a little scarred. The stillness in this darkness, Becomes the enemy. The quietness, begins to stir, All the demons… Continue reading Night Battle…
Twirled Emotions…
All the rage and anger I'm bearing, It keeps building Like a thunderstorm nearing. With all the hurt I'm feeling. Trying to heal the wounds, But all I'm doing, Is just killing The person, Soul, Mind and Heart. Just trying to begin a new start. Without a chance to survive. I'm slowly beginning to die.… Continue reading Twirled Emotions…
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