Oh Lord, Please,Help me understand,All the ways of man,That walk upon this land.The devil has called, AndSaid it's time to pay my dues,Of all the wrongs I've done,As he laughed, AndSaid it has been fun, but,It's time now, To choose,It's the Bible or the Gun.Win or lose; I'm so confused!The blood pumps cold,In these veins.It… Continue reading Help Me…
Tag: Depression
Voices…
These voices in my head, They go on and on, And never let up. Sometimes they drive me mad. They seem to never want to shut up. Sometimes they remind me, Of what I once had. The conversations come, Just as quickly as they go. I can't move fast enough, To record what they show.… Continue reading Voices…
Good-Bye Friend…
The time has come, To put an end, With you my friend. No more being cold and numb, To your presence, I have succumb to. You hurt me more than once. As you watched me bleed, While the razor cut through my flesh, As my heart fell out, From my chest. How can you sit… Continue reading Good-Bye Friend…
Night Battle…
At night it becomes a fight. A battle within. What's wrong; What's right. One you never seem to win. One that never ends. The streets are cold and hard. We are all a little mean, And a little scarred. The stillness in this darkness, Becomes the enemy. The quietness, begins to stir, All the demons… Continue reading Night Battle…
What Is Life…
What is life If you choose to die. In your day to days And not want to try. What is life If you choose to lay. In your pain and sorrow Not to stand up and to say, Everything is going to be, okay. What is life If you choose to hate. In your words… Continue reading What Is Life…
Unclear…
After all these years And shedding all the tears, My destiny; My work is still So unclear. Where do I go? How do I grow? When will I kill, The uncertainty, Of what I must do. Of where I will go. Who am I suppose to be? How do I become me Through all the… Continue reading Unclear…
A Constant Lie…
Time passes by, Min by min, Hour by hour, As I see myself die. No one around, To relieve my loneliness. No one around me, Who cares. Each day that passes, I see nothing but conflicts. No meaning to life, Yet, no meaning to death. I'm like a rope, In a tug-a-war. Always being pulled… Continue reading A Constant Lie…
My Last Plea…
Life's never going to change. Change for me. Nor will love ever find Or come for me. I'm not living, just dying inside. Why won't anyone see, See me, for me? Not what's showing, To the public eye. In which everybody sees, But what's hidden, Deep from another's lie. That not just everyone. Can see,… Continue reading My Last Plea…
Twirled Emotions…
All the rage and anger I'm bearing, It keeps building Like a thunderstorm nearing. With all the hurt I'm feeling. Trying to heal the wounds, But all I'm doing, Is just killing The person, Soul, Mind and Heart. Just trying to begin a new start. Without a chance to survive. I'm slowly beginning to die.… Continue reading Twirled Emotions…
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