There's a question often asked, if you could go back in time, and tell your younger self anything, what would you say? Throughout the years, I've pondered this question. What would be most beneficial for me to know then? After 44 years of being alive, and through all the lessons, heartaches, experiences and connections I've… Continue reading Show Up…
Tag: Heartache
Clarity…
Lost in the memories, Of you and me, And How we fell apart. Searching through the rubble, Trying to find, Who we were. The first sign of trouble. Replaying all your words. How easily, They fell from your lips. A prize, Out of your bag of tricks. How they still stick with me. Your voice… Continue reading Clarity…
Surrender…
Today the coldness surrounds me. A feeling of numbness, Runs through me. My journey yet to unfold, My stories, still untold. My heart beats slower, My breath a little fainter. In the smoke clouds of despair, All that is heard, Are the empty cries. The uncertainty, will soon clear, This Phoenix, will soon rise. Higher,… Continue reading Surrender…
Call Into The Night…
As the sun sets, The darkness begins, To fill the sky. She walks alone, Once again, Left silently, Wanting to die. As the coldness, Begins to set in. Overtaking her heart, Of the love, that was within'. She lay alone, With only the memory, Of how beautiful, It could have been. Her howls for him,… Continue reading Call Into The Night…
Hold…
As I turn around, And walk out of the room. I look back, once more, To take a glimpse of you, Before walking through the door. Walking down these lonely streets. Under the dark, black skies. Wishing I heard footsteps, Following me, close by. I turn to see, they're empty. There's nobody there, just me.… Continue reading Hold…
Truth…
It's good to know, You were never there. It's good to know, You really, never cared. How easily I was replaced. How quickly, You filled the empty space. I know now, She has always been there. You confirmed it, When I was not near. Lessons you still have to learn. Another bridge, you have burned.… Continue reading Truth…
Let Go…
This is my exit now. The train stops here. For I will no longer, Sit back, It has become, All to clear. This is my life, Not yours. Turn and walk away. For I'm beginning to close, All the doors. And you're not welcome to stay. I'm saving myself now. Before it's to late. You're… Continue reading Let Go…
Scars…
The years have closed in. Reality, yeah, it begins. To slow all the memories, Of what truly has been. As the mind drifts back. The heart, It stops, In it's track. To what really, we lacked. The anger and hurt was nothing new. However, it was definitely our clue. To stop and listen. Address the… Continue reading Scars…
MoonLight…
Laying under The deep blue sky. I can feel the hunger Begin to intensify. The sun is down, The stars are bright. All through This quiet town, I can begin to see Your face, Fading in the shadow Of the moons light. Lying here all alone, I can feel the breeze, Touch my soft, toned… Continue reading MoonLight…
My Last Plea…
Life's never going to change. Change for me. Nor will love ever find Or come for me. I'm not living, just dying inside. Why won't anyone see, See me, for me? Not what's showing, To the public eye. In which everybody sees, But what's hidden, Deep from another's lie. That not just everyone. Can see,… Continue reading My Last Plea…
Inspirelations 