There's a question often asked, if you could go back in time, and tell your younger self anything, what would you say? Throughout the years, I've pondered this question. What would be most beneficial for me to know then? After 44 years of being alive, and through all the lessons, heartaches, experiences and connections I've… Continue reading Show Up…
Tag: Life
Help Me…
Oh Lord, Please,Help me understand,All the ways of man,That walk upon this land.The devil has called, AndSaid it's time to pay my dues,Of all the wrongs I've done,As he laughed, AndSaid it has been fun, but,It's time now, To choose,It's the Bible or the Gun.Win or lose; I'm so confused!The blood pumps cold,In these veins.It… Continue reading Help Me…
Rise…
Why can't I shake you? You can run, And You can try to hide. But know this, All the shadows, That linger in the darkness, Will always come to light. And this too, shall pass. So stop and face things. Call them all out. Take your stand. Let them demons rise, And Come out to… Continue reading Rise…
Lovers In Time…
Our paths crossed, You and I. My past has begun, To lose its power, As our love started to blossom, Like a beautiful flower. Looking into your eyes, I knew, I was no longer alone. I could finally, Lay down my stone. You taught me, To stand on my own. Your heart touched mine. Opened… Continue reading Lovers In Time…
Bleeding…
Alone in the dark. Surrounded by, A thousand pieces, Of what was once my life, Now scattered, Shattered glass. The shards, Stuck in my skin. Tearing through, And digging, deep in. Unable to run. My life has ended, As I lie here bleeding, I am done. Losing myself, Fighting to maintain. To hide, From all… Continue reading Bleeding…
Voices…
These voices in my head, They go on and on, And never let up. Sometimes they drive me mad. They seem to never want to shut up. Sometimes they remind me, Of what I once had. The conversations come, Just as quickly as they go. I can't move fast enough, To record what they show.… Continue reading Voices…
Slow Surrender…
Hello my darkness, My old friend. Here it is, 3am. I open my eyes, And look around. Alone, In this silence, Is all I found. You and I, Are finding common ground. And as I lay here, In the quietness of this room, All I hear is the ringing, In my ears. While my words… Continue reading Slow Surrender…
Time…
Sitting here, in this moment. The here. The now. Reflecting on all things in my life. The good, the bad, the in-betweens. There is one thing that keeps coming up. TIME. It's a blessing and a curse. We never know when our time is going to be up. It's something we don't think about in… Continue reading Time…
Intimate Moment…
As I sit here and write this, tears fall down off my face. This last year has been the most life changing experience for me, in all ways possible and I would never change it. These last couple weeks have been emotionally rough. More so, the last week. I've been grieving. Grieving a loss, that… Continue reading Intimate Moment…
Your Life…
How do you live your life? How do you decide, What parts live, What parts die? What do you hide and deny? What makes you, feel alive? Do you live for the day, in the moment? Are you closed or are you open? Are you focused or completely, numb an frozen? Do you wake each… Continue reading Your Life…