Alone in the dark. Surrounded by, A thousand pieces, Of what was once my life, Now scattered, Shattered glass. The shards, Stuck in my skin. Tearing through, And digging, deep in. Unable to run. My life has ended, As I lie here bleeding, I am done. Losing myself, Fighting to maintain. To hide, From all… Continue reading Bleeding…
Tag: Pain
Afraid Of Waking…
Here I lay, Once again. Waking up, Having fallen as prey. Is this, The only thing, That men, Ever want from me? To lie here, Helplessly, While they have their way with me. How I felt those days. The words, I will try to convey. The horror, I went through. Nobody knew, I was withering… Continue reading Afraid Of Waking…
Clarity…
Lost in the memories, Of you and me, And How we fell apart. Searching through the rubble, Trying to find, Who we were. The first sign of trouble. Replaying all your words. How easily, They fell from your lips. A prize, Out of your bag of tricks. How they still stick with me. Your voice… Continue reading Clarity…
Toxicity…
Sitting alone in this darkness, That has become my mind. Staring out the window, In the stillness, Left feeling so confined. I had become tattooed and chained. By the words from your tongue. Left alone, Heavily stained. My soul was much to young. You stripped away, My self-worth, Layer by layer. With all the hurtful… Continue reading Toxicity…
Anger Within…
The secrets that lived, In my house. Remained there, Quiet like a mouse. At night, It was hard to sleep. In the darkness, The hate would creep. Throughout the years, As time moved on. The anger grew, In his fists and beyond. All the love he once had, Was gone. I started living, In all… Continue reading Anger Within…
Releasing The Burdens…
There's one thing I've learned in this life. We should NEVER, be ashamed of who we are, and what experiences we have had, good and bad, to the point, we can't have healthy and good relationships, like we may want, or crave to have. We stay hidden away. Trapped in our minds and pain. Unable… Continue reading Releasing The Burdens…
Fearfully Guarded…
Being guarded. Something I know all too well. Since the age of 7, to be exact. Having your true identity and self-worth, completely challenged and destroyed. Causing a undeniable, shift in your thoughts, your heart, your soul, your life, your core being. Then having it happen again, over and over. Nothing is worse than becoming… Continue reading Fearfully Guarded…
The Fight…
I had a friend recently ask me, if I ever get tired of fighting? Not that I want to end things. Rather, if I just think, is it my time to breath? Is it finally over? This question got me to really think. I did give her a honest, lengthy response. Bottom line, I absolutely… Continue reading The Fight…
Truth…
It's good to know, You were never there. It's good to know, You really, never cared. How easily I was replaced. How quickly, You filled the empty space. I know now, She has always been there. You confirmed it, When I was not near. Lessons you still have to learn. Another bridge, you have burned.… Continue reading Truth…
Let Go…
This is my exit now. The train stops here. For I will no longer, Sit back, It has become, All to clear. This is my life, Not yours. Turn and walk away. For I'm beginning to close, All the doors. And you're not welcome to stay. I'm saving myself now. Before it's to late. You're… Continue reading Let Go…
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